So here I am... Sitting here, slowly going out of my mind,
while waiting for that day to arrive.

Well, I havn't really typed another of my argumenting journals for quite some time, since my 3210 Pageviews and such, and it's arguments towards people's values towards Homosexuality, of which I am still fairly new to.

These things are a bitch to write; They're meaningful yet painful purges of my mind. So if you understand
all this garble, well, you must know me pretty well.

Well, much has happened within the last few weeks;

~ Me and one of my oldest friends are creating custom computers and paintjobs.

~ I signed up for the colleges musical for next year,
"Sherwoodstock Forest." Hopefully I'm going to get a major role.

~ I met to one for me. That person lives in italy; and I made a personal promise
to that person, that no matter what the situation, we will meet one day.
Hello to you! Yes, you know who you are...

But now, after some toying and pondering, what about Aliens? Are they real?
I mean, the universe is infinitely large ... Or could it be infinitely small? Who knows. We are pretty screwed up. We are but one life form stranded in a paradise in a in-hospitable void. The universe could be inverted for all we know. I mean, it is bent back on itself - Leave earth on a long voyage amongst the stars. Given that you don't run into any black holes that suck you into an impossible void; nor does a stupid young civilization (such as, the Human Race) manage to screw up the continum by smashing the fabric of time and space like a brittle sheet of glass in such an effort as to enter a parallell dimension. Nevertheless, keep travelling in a straight line, and you will eventually bump back into earth's atmosphere. Yes, it's possible; but it would take to the end of time to do so. Anyways - that's how big our universe is. Now, given it is that big (or small) and there is trillions planets being born on top of the near-infinite one already out there. Earth is but ONE of those plaets, and yet somehow, life exists. Think about it! It is impossible that we are the only life form in the infinite void. If you say that life on earth is a miracle of God, By all means I have nothing against that, it's just... Have you ever had but the smallest doubt against that? I'm not a religeous man; but by all means I'm spiritual. I believe that Jesus was a man, whom was claimed to be a son of God - only because his mother didn't admit to getting intermate with a man. If this happened by todays standards, the mother would be labelled as one whom walked the streets; a lady of the night so to say.

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